Bad day!

Sometimes life is so weird i cant quite understand it. I had my monologue today. I spent a long long time practising and rehearsing and whatever u call it. But guess what? i forgot the last line !!! Bleagh! My teacher told me the first word then it all came back again. Haiz..was really disappointed and angry. I really dunno what happened . i wasnt nervous until i forgot but just that sudden moment i dunno why i forgot. Thankfully i didnt panic when i forgot , i just went on acting. I was so angry and disappointed while walking home. Felt moodless and sad cos i really tried my best. Sometimes i feel this acting thing kills me. Thankfully this is the last solo exam. the rest will be in a group. Oh well, i came back then i went straight to sleep. I was fuming mad and i decided the best way to cool down and forget abt it was to sleep it off. Ok i was so angry i cried. Haiz...after i woke up i felt much better. Like i thought it through, maybe God made it happen for a reason. Sometimes i really dunno why things happen this way. Esp when u have tried ur utmost best and yet things dont turn out the way u want it too. I have concluded,,,THATS LIFE. i practised so much until i cut my last finger till it bled. haiz...bad bad day...never mind..everyone has bad days... ill generate my energy to studying the rest of my subs..way more impt than this... ive finally finished all my assignments..eap..hoi and now monologue... im suppose to be happy that its over..i am..maybe the monologue thing just spoiled it all. But the consolation is i really did try my best.